Ana frankis dRiuri

samwuxarod, Cvenamde aRwevs xmebi, rom ganwyobileba ebraelTa mimarT Seicvala da axla antisemitizmi iseT wreebSic mZvinvarebs, romelTac uwin amaze arc ki ufiqriaT. Cvenze es garemoeba saSinlad moqmedebs. ebraelebisadmi siZulvili gasagebia, magram amgvari siZulvili dafuZnebulia gaugebrobaze. qristianebi ebraelebs imas usayvedureben, rom ebraelebi germanelebis winaSe Tavs imcireben, TavianTi mfarvelebis gacemas ar eridebian da amis gamo bevr qristians mZime sasjeli atydeba Tavs. yvelaferi es marTalia, magram aqac, rogorc yvela sxva SemTxvevaSi, medlis ukana mxaresac unda SevxedoT. gana qristianebi Cvens adgilze sxvagvarad moiqceodnen? gana SeuZlia adamians, sul erTia qristiani iqneba is Tu ebraeli, gauZlos germanelebis wamebas? yvelam icis, rom es SeuZlebelia. maSin, raRa ebraelebisagan Txouloben SeuZlebels. aralegalur wreebSi CurCuleben, rom holandiaSi emigrirebul da Semdeg poloneTSi gagzavnil germanel ebraelebs holandiaSi dabrunebis uflebas aRar miscemen. holandiam isini Seifara, magram, rogorc ki hitlers gandevnian, isev germaniaSi unda dabrundneno. gesmis yvelaferi es da ekiTxebi sakuTar Tavs: Tu asea, raRa saWiro iyo es mZime da xangrZlivi omi? Cven yoveldRe gvesmis, rom yvelam simarTlisa, Tavisuflebisa da samarTlianobisaTvis unda vibrZoloT. da ai, am brZolis procesSi iwyeba ganxeTqileba da ebraeli isev yvelaze uaresia. samwuxaroa, Zalze samwuxaro, rom ager ukve meramdenejer marTldeba Zveli naTqvami: `Tu qristiani raimes cuds sCadis, TviTon agebs pasuxs, Tu ebraeli — damnaSavea yvela ebraeli!~.

gulaxdilad rom giTxra, me ver gamigia, rogor moxda, rom holandielebi, es patiosani da samarTliani xalxi, Cvenze ase msjeloben; Cvenze, mTel msoflioSi yvelaze daCagrul da yvelaze ubedur xalxze. me mxolod erTi ram maimedebs: Cvendami siZulvili gauvliT da holandielebi dagvanaxeben, sinamdvileSi rogorebi arian. imedi maqvs, rom isini arc axla da arc Semdeg ar uRalateben samarTlianobis grZnobas! antisemitizmi ki usamarTlobaa!

me miyvars holandia. imedi mqonda, rom samSoblodakarguli aq vpovebdi meore samSoblos. Tumca jer ar damikargavs imedi!

ana
xuTSabaTi, 25 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

yoveldRe xdeba rame usiamovno! dRes diliT daapatimres Cveni keTili memwvanile, Turme saxlSi or ebraels malavda. es CvenTvis mZime laxvaria da ara marto imitom, rom sabralo ebraelebi ufskrulis piras dganan, aramed am sacodavi kacis bedi gvawuxebs.

mTeli qveyana gagiJda. wesier adamianebs sakoncentracio banakebSi, cixeebSi, karcerebSi amwyvdeven, xolo moxucsa da axalgazrdas, mdidarsa da Raribs naZiralebi yvlefen da tyavs aZroben. zogs iWeren imis gamo, rom Sav bazarze raRaca iyida, zogs ki imisaTvis, rom ebraelebs an iatakqveSelebs malavda. aravin icis, ra elis xval. memwvanilis dapatimreba CvenTvis mZime danaklisia. Cvens qaliSvilebs ar SeuZliaT da arc arian valdebulni TviTon gvizidon kartofili. Cven mxolod erTiRa dagvrCenia, rac SeiZleba cota vWamoT. vnaxoT, rogor movaxerxebT, amas mere mogwer, magram am ambavSi sasiamovno araferia. deda ambobs, diliT sauzme aRar gveqnebao, sadilad mxolod puri da fafa, saRamos Semwvari kartofili, xolo kviraSi orjer salaTa an cotaodeni bostneuli. ase rom, viSimSilebT, magram yvelaferze ufro saSineli mainc is iqneba, Tu aRmogvaCines.

ana
paraskevi, 26 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

rogorc iqna, meRirsa. vzivar Cems magidasTan fanjris win, romelic odnav gamoRebulia da minda yvelaferi, yvelaferi mogwero.

ise miWirs, rogorc didi xania aRar gamWirvebia. mZarcvelebis Tavdasxmis Semdegac ki ar vyofilvar Sinaganad da garegnulad ase ganadgurebuli. erTi mxriv: memwvanilis dapatimreba, ebraelTa sakiTxi, razedac Cvenebi dausruleblad msjeloben, gadmosxmis gaWianureba, cudi sakvebi, daZabuloba, naRvliani ganwyobileba, peterze gulis acrueba, xolo meore mxriv elis daniSvna, stumrebi, cekvis dRe, yvavilebi, kraleris dabadebis dRe, tortebi da saubari kinofilmebze, kabareze, koncertebze. yvelaze uaresi swored es Seusabamobaa, es saSineli Seusabamoba; erT dRes CvenSi sicils iwvevs yovelgvari situacia, rac iatakqveS cxovrebas Tan axlavs, meore dRes ki kvlav SiSi gvipyrobs da yvela Cvenganis saxeze SegiZlia amoikiTxo SiSi, daZabuloba da sasowarkveTileba. mipsa da kralers Cvens gamo uzarmazari tvirTi awevT mxrebze. mipi bevrs muSaobs, kralers ki iseTi didi pasuxismgebloba akisria, rom zojer veRar uZlebs amden nerviulobas da aRelvebas da laparaki uWirs. koophoisi da elic did mzrunvelobas iCenen Cvens mimarT, magram zogjer, ramdenime saaTiT, an ori-sami dRiT mainc vaviwydebiT. maT TavianTi sazrunavi aqvT: koophoiss — sakuTari janmrTeloba, elis ki — jvariswera, rac arc ise daubrkoleblad mimdinareobs. magram dro da dro maT SeuZliaT Tavi daaRwion sazrunavs, wavidnen stumrad da, saerTod, maTi cxovreba Cveulebrivi gziT midis. maTi daZabuloba droebiT mainc klebulobs, Cveni ki arasodes. ukve ori welia, rac ase grZeldeba da ar viciT, ramden xans unda gavuwioT kidev winaaRmdegoba am yoveldRiurad mzard, autanel wvalebas?

kanalizacia gamognesilia, wylis Casxma ar SeiZleba, an ukidures SemTxvevaSi wveTwveTobiT; sapirfareSoSi Sesvla ar SeiZleba da Tu Sexval, jagrisi unda waiRo Tan; WuWyian wyals minis did qilaSi vasxamT. jer kidev araferi, magram ra gveSveleba, Tu ostatma dazianebuli kanalizacia ver SeakeTa. Cvens ubanSi kanalizaciis kapitaluri remonti mxolod momaval kviras daiwyeba.

mipma gamogvigzavna qiSmiSiani funTuSa da aseTi werili: `mxiarulad gagetarebinoT sameba~. amgvari sityvebi dacinva ufroa. aba ra mxiarulebaze SeiZleba laparaki, roca saSineli ganwyobileba gvaqvs da SiSiT varT Sepyrobilni. mas Semdeg, rac memwvanile daiWires, Cven isev davSindiT. yoveli mxridan ismis: `su, su, su~. da yvela cdilobs siCume daicvas. memwvaniles policiam kari Seumtvria, amisgan arc Cvena varT dazRveulni. vTqvaT da uecrad CvenTanac... ara, ar minda davwero, magram arc is SemiZlia, rom amaze ar vifiqro; piriqiT: SiSi, romelic erTxel ganvicade, kvlav dameufla da Cems win mTeli saSinelebiT aRimarTa.

guSin saRamos rva saaTze marto Cavedi sapirfareSoSi. dabla aravin iyo, yvela radios usmenda. mindoda simamace gamomeCina, magram Zalian gamiWirda. aq zeviT ufro Tavdajerebuli var, vidre qveviT, did mdumare saxlSi; zevidan momdinare idumali bgerebi da quCidan SemoWrili manqanebis guguni marto darCenils Tavzarsa mcems. Tu ar avCqardi da Seqmnil mdgomareobaze fiqri daviwye, mTeli sxeuli miTrTis da akviatebuli azri ar mcildeba. gana damalvasa da amdeni saSinelebis gadatanas sikvdili ar jobda! maSin arc Cven mfarvelebs CavagdebdiT safrTxeSi, magram amaze fiqric ki gvafrTxobs. jer kidev vebRauWebiT sicocxles, CvenSi jer kidev ar CaxSobila bunebis xma, jer kidev vimedovnebT, imedi gvaqvs, rom momavali ukeTesi iqneba. oRond male, Tundac dagvxvriton, magram male moxdes, rac mosaxdenia. gaurkvevlobaze ufro Zneli asatani araferia. dae, damTavrdes yvelaferi, damTavrdes avad an kargad, radgan is mainc gvecodineba, gavimarjveT Tu daviRupeT.

ana
oTxSabaTi, 31 maisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

SabaTs, kviras, orSabaTs da samSabaTs ise Tbiloda, rom avtokalams xeli ver movkide da amitomac araferi damiweria. paraskevs isev gafuWda kanalizacia, magram SabaTs SeakeTes. naSuadRevs qalbatoni koophoisi gvestumra da bevri ram gviambo korize, romelic iopisTan erTad hokeis klubis wevri gamxdara. kviras movida eli, unda enaxa, kari isev xom ar SemoumtvreviaTo, da CvenTan isauzma. orSabaTs (meore dRes) TavSesafarSi henk van santeni morigeobda. samSabaTs neba dagvrTes, cotaTi mainc gamogveRo fanjara. aseTi SesaniSnavi, Tbili, SeiZleba iTqvas, cxeli sameba iSviaTia, magram aq TavSesafarSi sicxe saSinelebaa da warmodgena rom Segeqmnes, mokled agiwer im cxel dReebs.

SabaTi: — ra SesaniSnavi, ra didebuli amindia, — Tqva yvelam diliT. — ra iqneba, rom ase ar cxelodes, — amboben dRisiT, roca fanjrebis daxurvis droa.

kvira: autaneli sicxea, karaqi dneba. mTel saxlSi gril kuTxes ver ipovi. puri xmeba, rZe iWreba, fanjris gaReba ar SeiZleba. sxvebi gareT daseirnoben. Cven ki, sabralo gankicxulni, vsxedvarT aq da vixrCobiT.

orSabaTi — fexebi mtkiva, sazafxulo Casacmeli ara maqvs, ar SemiZlia aseT sicxeSi WurWlis recxva! — ambobs qalbatoni van daani. marTlac, gagviWirda. sicxes verc me vitan advilad da mixaria, rom dRes qaric uberavs da mzec anaTebs.

ana
orSabaTi, 5 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

Cvens TavSesafarSi axali usiamovneba Camovarda. duseli gvemduris. mizezi sruliad umniSvneloa: karaqis ganawileba. duseli dagvnebda. misi da qalbaton van daanis urRvevi megobroba aRdga. isev pirze kocna, sandomiani Rimili, arSiyoba. duseli gazafxulis cieb-cxelebam aitana.

mexuTe armiam romi aiRo. qalaqi ar ganadgurebula. ar daubombavT.

gvaklia bostneuli da kartofili. amindi cudia. didxans dauzogavad bombavdnen pa-de-kales da safrangeTis mTel sanapiros.

ana
samSabaTi, 6 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

`This is D.—day~¹, gamoacxada inglisis radiom 12 saaTze da marTalic Tqva! This is the day². jarebis gadmosxma daiwyo diliT rva saaTze. ingliselebma gadmosces: Cvenma TviTmfrinavebma Zlier dabombes kale, buloni, havri, Serburi da rogorc yovelTvis pa-de-kale. Semdeg ki mTeli mosaxleobis gasafrTxileblad gamoacxades — okupirebuli raionebis yvela mcxovrebi unda elodes dabombvas sanapirodan 35 kilometris manZilze. Tu SesaZlebloba miecemaT, ingliselebi erTi saaTiT adre Camoyrian gamafrTxilebel furclebs. germanelTa cnobebis Tanaxmad, safrangeTis sanapiroze ingliseli paraSutistebi daeSvnen. bi-bi-sis cnobiT germanelebis samxedro-sazRvao jarebi ingliselebis sadesanto jarebs ebrZvian.

diliT 9 saaTze TavSesafarSi aseTi diskusia gaimarTa: iqneb sacdeli desantia, rogorc es ori wlis winaT deepTan moxda?

aT saaTze daiwyo inglisis radiogadacema germanul, holandiur, frangul da sxva enebze: `The invasion has degun!~¹. (¹ SemoWra daiwyo (ingl.).)

ase rom, namdvilad SemoiWrnen! Tormet saaTze inglisis radiogadacema germanul enaze: sityviT gamovida mTavarsardali generali duait eizenhaueri. 12 saaTze inglisis radiogadacema inglisur enaze: `This is D.—day~. generali eizenhaueri mimarTavs frang xalxs:

`Stiff fighting will come now, but after this the victory. The year 1944 is the year of complete victory, good luck!~.² (² Cven sastiki brZola mogvelis, magram win gvidevs gamarjveba. 1944 weli — sruli gamarjvebis welia! (ingl.).)

inglisis radiogadacema pirvel saaTze: 11 aTasi TviTmfrinavi Seusvenebliv haerSia, gadahyavT jarebi, bombaven zurgs. 4000 sadesanto da mcire moculobis sazRvao gemebs ganuwyvetliv gadahyavT jarebi da gadaaqvT xmeleTze saomari masala Serbursa da havrs Sors, inglisisa da amerikis jarebi ukve Caebnen sastik brZolaSi. sityva warmoTqves gerbrandim, belgiis premier ministrma, norvegiis mefem da, ra Tqma unda, CerCilma.

TavSesafarSi dabneulobaa. nuTu marTla axlovdeba didi xnis nanatri Tavisufleba, Tavisufleba, romelzedac amdens vlaparakobdiT. yovelive es imdenad didebuli, imdenad zRaprulia, rom ara mjera, Tu odesme sinamdviled iqceva. mogvitans ki gamarjvebas 1944 weli? Cven jer ar viciT es, magram imediT vsuldgmulobT, Zala da mxneoba gvemateba. diax, Cven vaJkacurad unda davZlioT SiSi, gaWirveba, mwuxareba. axla umTavresia simSvide da simtkice. rom ar ayvirde, ufro magrad unda Seikra kriWa. tkivilisagan SeiZleba ayvirdes safrangeTi, ruseTi, italia, germaniac ki, magram Cven ara gvaqvs amis ufleba.

o, kiwi, ra kargia, roca grZnob, rom megobrebi giaxlovdebian! am saSinelma germanelebma imden xans gvawvales, imden xans eWiraT dana Cvens yelTan, rom megobrebze da gadarCenaze fiqric ki rwmenas gvinergavs! axla marto Cvenze, ebraelebze rodia laparaki, axla laparakoben holandiaze, mTel evropaze. iqneb seqtemberSi an oqtomberSi isev wavide skolaSi, ambobs margo!

P. S. ukanasknel cnobebs dauyovnebliv gadmogcem:

Rame da gaTenebisas germanelTa zurgSi Tivisagan gakeTebuli fitulebi da manekenebi CauSves, romlebic miwis SexebisTanave feTqdebodnen. daeSvnen paraSutistebic. isini Savad iyvnen SeniRbulni, raTa RamiT ar SeemCniaT. diliT, mas Semdeg, rac miwaze 5 milioni kilogrami yumbara Camoyares, daiwyo desantis gadmosxma. dRes brZolaSi monawileobs 20.000 TviTmfrinavi. sanam desantis gadmosxma daiwyeboda, germanelebis yvela sanapiro batarea mwyobridan gamoiyvanes. Seiqmna momcro placdarmi. Tumca cudi amindia, magram mainc yvelaferi kargad midis. armiac, xalxic — `one will and one hope~¹-iTaa (¹ erTi surviliT, erTi imediT (ingl.).) gamsWvaluli.

ana
paraskevi, 9 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

jarebis gadmosxma brwyinvaled mimdinareobs! mokavSireebma daikaves baio, sofeli safrangeTis sanapiroze. axla kaienisaTvis ibrZvian. amocana naTelia, — mosWran naxevarkunZuli, romelzedac Serburia gaSenebuli. samxedro mimomxilvelebi yovel saRamos gviyvebian, Tu ra siZneleebs awydebian jarebi, da ra zRaprul gambedaobasa da simamaces iCenen aRfrTovanebuli jariskacebi. radioTi inglisSi dabrunebulma daWrilebmac ilaparakes. miuxedavad cudi amindisa, sahaero Tavdasxma grZeldeba. bi-bi-sim gadmosca, rom Turme CerCilsac surda jarebTan erTad monawileoba mieRo desantis gadmosxmaSi, magram eizenhauerisa da sxva generlebis rCeva yurad iRo da inglisSi darCa. xedav, ra mamaci berikacia, axla albaT samocdaaT welsaa gadacilebuli!

Cven cota davmSviddiT, vimedovnebT, rom omi am wlis damlevamde damTavrdeba. droc aris!

qalbatoni van daanis metiCroba autanelia. radgan jarebis gadmosxmaze laparakiT aRar SeuZlia tvini gviRrZos, axla cudi amindis gamo gviwyalebs guls. minda, Tavi civi wyliT savse vedroSi Cavayofino.

garda van daanisa da peterisa, yvelam waikiTxa `ungruli rafsodia~, kompozitorisa da virtuozis franc listis biografia. wigni Zalze sainteresoa, magram me mgonia, avtori bevrs laparakobs qalebze. listi Tavis droze ara marto didi da saxelganTqmuli pianisti iyo, aramed 70 wlamde qalebis didi madevaric. hyvarebia mari dagu, Tavadis qali karolina vitgenSteini, mocekvave lola montesi, pianisti agnes kingvorsi, sofia monteri, Cerqezi Tavadis qali olga ianina. baronesa olga meiendorfi, msaxiobi lila... gvari damaviwyda da a. S. da a. S. bolo ar uCans! magram wignis is adgilebi, romlebSic musikasa da xelovnebazea laparaki, meti interesiT ikiTxeba. vin araa moxsenebuli: Sumani, klara viki, heqtor berliozi, iohanes bramsi, beThoveni, ioaximi, rixard vagneri, hans fon biulovi, anton rubinSteini, frederik Sopeni, viqtor hiugo, onore de balzaki, kileri, humeli, Cerni, rosini, kerubini, paganini, mendelsoni da sxva mravali.

listi kargi kaci iyo. Zalian didsulovani, Tavmdabali, magram saSinlad amayi. exmareboda yvelas, yvelaferze maRla ayenebda xelovnebas, Tavdaviwyebamde uyvarda qalebi da koniaki, ver itanda cremlebs. erTi sityviT, namdvili jentlmeni iyo. uariT aravin gaustumrebia, arafrad agdebda fuls, uyvarda maRali sazogadoeba da religiis Tavisuflebas aRiarebda.

ana
samSabaTi, 13 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

Cemi dabadebis dRe ukan darCa. TxuTmetis gavxdi. sakmaod bevri ram maCuqes: Springeris xelovnebis istoriis TxuTmettomeuli, sacvlebis garnituri, ori sartyeli, erTi cxvirsaxoci, ori boTli kefiri, erTi qila jemi, namcxvrebi, dedam da mamam botanikis saxelmZRvanelo momarTves, margom — oqros samajuri, van daanebma kidev erTi wigni, duselma biomalci, mipma da elim rveulebi da tkbileuloba, kralerma wigni `maria-tereza~ da sami naWeri namdvili yveli. peterma vardebis SesaniSnavi Taiguli. sawyali biWi, bevri ecada, rame eSova CemTvis, magram veraferi moaxerxa.

miuxedavad saSineli amindisa, jarebis gadmosxma brwyinvaled midis, zRva Zlier Relavs da kokispirulad wvims.

CerCili, smetsi, eizenhaueri da arnoldi guSin ingliselebisagan ganTavisuflebul frangul sofels ewvivnen. CerCili Camosula satorpedo kateriT, romlisTvisac napiridan cecxli dauSeniaT. am kacma, iseve rogorc bevrma mamakacma, sruliad ar icis, ra aris SiSi. o, rogor mSurs!

Cveni TavSesafridan verc dainaxav da verc mixvdebi, Tu ra ganwyobilebaa holandiaSi. cxadia, xalxi gaxarebulia, rom `arafris maqnisi~ (!) inglisi bolos amoqmedda. erTi magrad unda SeanjRrio yvela, vinc ingliselebs zemodan dahyurebs, lanZRavs ingliss, agdebiT ixseniebs mis mTavrobas, ingliselebs mxdalebs uwodebs da amave dros germanelebi sZuls. iqneb maSin maTi areuli tvini isev dalagdes!

ana
oTxSabaTi, 14 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

imdeni survili, azri, braldeba da sayveduri mitrialebs TavSi, rom yvelaferi erTmaneTSi airia. kiwi, me marTla arc ise didi warmodgena maqvs Cems Tavze, rogorc sxvebs hgonia. me sxvebze ukeT vici, rom uamravi nakli maqvs da usaqcielo var, magram gansxvaveba isaa, rom minda gamovsworde, gamovswordebi kidec, ukve sagrZnoblad gamovswordi. xSirad vekiTxebi Cems Tavs: ratom hgoniaT sxvebs, rom didi warmodgena maqvs Cems Tavze, ratom mTvlian mouridebel adamianad? nuTu marTlac didi warmodgenisa var Cems Tavze? iqneb TviTon arian aseTebi? raRac meSleba, magram am winadadebas mainc ar amovSli, radgan arc ise areulia, qalbaton van daans, Cems mTavar bralmdebels, yvela icnobs, rogorc uWkuos, pirdapir rom vTqva, rogorc sulels; xolo suleli adamianebi ver ineleben, roca vinme maTze ukeT akeTebs rames.

qalbatoni van daani mxolod imitom mTvlis sulelad, rom masaviT Steri ara var, imitom meZaxis mouridebels, rom TviTonac utifaria. Cems kabebze ambobs, mokleao, TviTon ki ufro mokle acvia. me Tavdajerebulad mTvlis, TviTon ki mudam eCreba saubarSi da iseT Temebze msjelobs, razedac warmodgena ara aqvs. erT-erTi Cemi sayvareli andaza aseTia: `yoveli sayveduri nawilobriv simarTlesac Seicavs~. amitom winaswar vacxadeb, rom zogjer marTlac var zedmetad Tavdajerebuli. erTi ubedureba mWirs, Cems Tavs sxvebze metad me TviTon vakritikeb da vesayvedurebi. yovelive amas xSirad dedis notaciebic emateba da imdeni qadageba mesmis, rom mgoni, amden Segonebas verasodes davaRwev Tavs. amitom uxeSi da ukmexi vxdebi da uneburad veWidebi `anes~ Zvel sayvarel frazas: `Cemi aravis esmis~. es sityvebi gamjdaria CemSi da SeiZleba umarTebulo geCvenos, magram amaSi simarTlis raRac nawili mainc aris. zogjer sakuTari Tavis gmoba iqamde midis, rom manugeSebeli xma mWirdeba, romelic yvelafers aRadgens da Cems sulier samyaros Caswvdeba; samwuxarod, bevri veZebe, magram aseTi adamiani jer ver mipovnia. vici, kiwi, rom Sen am wuTSi peterze fiqrob! marTalia, mas vuyvarvar, magram ara rogorc satrfo, aramed rogorc megobari. dRiTi dRe sul ufro meCveva, magram aris Cvens Soris raRac idumali, CemTvis gaugebari, romelic orives gvabrkolebs. zogjer mgonia, misi naxvis survils vazviadeb da arc ise menatreba, magram sakmarisia, ori dRe ar vnaxo da ise gamiwevs guli misken, rogorc manamde arasodes. peteri SesaniSnavi sayvareli ymawvilia, magram mainc unda vTqva, rom bevri ram masze guls micruebs. uwinares yovlisa, rom belgias mTlianad ganudga, meorec, misi laparaki Wamaze da sxva wvrilmanze sruliad ar momwons, magram me mtkiced var darwmunebuli, rom pirobas SevasrulebT da arasodes ar viCxubebT. peteri gulkeTili, Tavaziani da damTmobia. igi gacilebiT met SeniSvnas itans Cemgan, vidre dedisagan. mondomebiT cdilobs wesrigi daamyaros Tavis ojaxSi. magram ratom aris Caketili sakuTar naWuWSi, ratom ar maZlevs uflebas Sevexo misi sulis simebs? marTalia, igi Cemze gulCaTxrobilia, magram me sakuTari gamocdilebiT vici, rom yvelaze gulCaTxrobil adamianebsac ki zogjer enatrebaT gulis mesaidumle. me da peterma wlebi TavSesafarSi gavatareT da aq miveCvieT fiqrs. xSirad vlaparakobdiT warsulze, awmyoze, momavalze, magram, rogorc giTxari, namdvili grZnoba maklia da amave dros isic danamdvilebiT vici, aseTi grZnoba arsebobs.

ana
xuTSabaTi, 15 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

iqneb imitom vgrZnob ase Zlier bunebas, rom amdeni xania, karSi cxviri ar gamiyvia? me SesaniSnavad maxsovs, rom adre CemSi did aRtacebas arc Citebis galoba iwvevda, arc gaSlili yvavilebi, arc sxivmfeni lurji ca da arc mTvaris Suqi. axla yvelaferi Seicvala. magaliTad, samebas, roca Tbili amindebi idga, didi gaWirvebiT vikavebdi Tavs, rom ar damZineboda da Tormetis naxevramde martos mecqira fanjridan mTvarisaTvis. samwuxarod, Cemi msxverpli amao aRmoCnda, radgan mTvare ise kaSkaSebda, rom fanjris gamoReba ver gavbede. meore ambavi ramdenime Tvis winaT moxda. SemTxveviT zeviT avedi da fanjara Ria damxvda. sanam oTaxs aniavebdnen, Zirs aRar Camovsulvar. bnelma, wvimianma saRamom, qariSxalma da caze mocurave Rrublebma saSineli ZaliT gamitaca, damipyro. wlinaxevris Semdeg pirvelad videqi RamesTan pirispir. im dRidan yovelive amis kidev erTxel gancdis survili ufro didi iyo CemSi, vidre virTxebiT, qurdebiTa da TavdasxmebiT gamowveuli SiSi. me marto Cavdiodi dabla da kontoris an samzareulos fanjridan gareT viyurebodi. bevrs uyvars buneba, bevrs Ria cis qveS sZinavs, patimrebi da avadmyofebi cixeebsa da saavadmyofoebSi, ocneboben im dReze, roca gareT gavlen, datkbebian bunebis cqeriT, magram cota vinmea CvensaviT Caketili sakuTar mwuxarebasTan erTad, ase mowyvetili da izolirebuli yovelive imisagan, rac erTnairad ekuTvnis mdidrebsac da Raribebsac. ar gegonos es mxolod warmodgenaa, ara, me marTlac mamSvidebs cis, Rrublebis mTvarisa da varskvlavebis cqera. es bromze da valerianis wveTebze ukeT moqmedebs, buneba maswavlis morCilebas, maCvevs, medgrad Sevegebo bedis ukuRmarTobas.

samwuxarod, mtvriani, fardebCamofarebuli WuWyiani fanjrebidan unda vuyuro bunebas da isic mxolod gamonaklis SemTxvevaSi. xolo fanjrebidan yureba araviTar siamovnebas ar maniWebs, radgan buneba erTaderTia da namdvilad ver itans veraviTar surogatebs.

ana
paraskevi, 16 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

axali problemebi wamoiWra! qalbatoni van daani sasowarkveTilia, mxolod SublSi tyviis daxlaze, sapyrobileze, CamoxrCobasa da TviTmkvlelobaze laparakobs. eWvianobs peterze, imis gamo, rom me ufro mendoba, vidre mas. gamwyralia duselze, radgan mis keklucobas yuradRebas ar aqcevs. eSinia, misma qmarma bewvis qurqSi aRebuli fuli mTlianad ar gaflangos. Cxubobs, ilanZReba, tiris, wuwunebs, icinis, Semdeg ki isev Cxubobs. aba, ras mouxerxeb aseT sulelsa da mtiralas? aravin ar aqcevs yuradRebas! araviTari Tavmoyvareoba ar gaaCnia: yvelas Tavs abralebs, aqeT-iqiT darbis, — RmerTma icis, ra acvia. yvelaferze cudi isaa, rom amis gamo peteri uxeSi xdeba, van daani Riziandeba, dedas ki yvela ezizReba. SesaniSnavi garemocvaa, ara! amgvar SemTxvevaSi kargad unda gaxsovdes erTi ram: yvelaferze icine da nuravis gauwev angariSs! marTalia, egoisturad JRers, magram esaa erTaderTi gamosavali, im adamianisaTvis, vinc TviTon unda inugeSos Tavi.

kralers isev mouvida uwyeba, oTxi kvira unda amuSaon. cdilobs eqimis mowmobiT da firmis weriliT Tavi gaiTavisuflos. koophoisma kuWis operacia unda gaikeTos. guSin 11 saaTze yvela kerZo telefoni gamorTes.

ana
paraskevi, 23 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

gansakuTrebuli araferi momxdara, ingliselebi Serburgs uteven. pimisa da van daanis azriT, 10 oqtombers ukve Tavisuflebi viqnebiT! am operaciaSi rusebic monawileoben. guSin vitebskis mimarTulebiT daiwyes Seteva. sami wlis win swored am dRes germanelebi Tavs daesxnen am qalaqs.

kartofili TiTqmis aRar dagvrCa, vapirebT, gadavTvaloT da yvelas Tavisi wili davurigoT. yvelam ise gaitanos Tavi, rogorc SeuZlia.

ana
samSabaTi, 27 ivnisi, 1944

Zvirfaso kiwi!

ganwyobileba didebulia, yvelaferi SesaniSnavad midis. dRes Serburgi, vitebski da Jlobini aiRes, tyve da nadavli bevria. SerburgTan xuTi germaneli generali mokles, ori ki tyved Caigdes. axla ingliselebs navsadguri aqvT da yvelaferi SeuZliaT gadazidon xmeleTze, rac ki sWirdebaT. erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi naxevarkunZuli kotanteni mTlianad ingliselebis xelSi gadavida — didi gamarjvebaa! jarebis gadmosxmis Semdeg, am sami kviris ganmavlobaSi, rogorc aq, iseve safrangeTSi yoveldRe wvimda da qariSxali boboqrobda, magram cudma amindma ver daabrkola ingliselebi da amerikelebi gaeSalaT TavianTi Zalebi da mere rogor! marTalia WUWA-s, (Wunderwaffe)¹, (¹ ase uwodeben mfrinav yumbaras (germ.).) germanelTa am saswaulebriv iaraRs, yvelgan iyeneben, magram aseT raketebs axla inglisisTvis mxolod umniSvnelo ziani moaqvs, `mofebis~ gazeTebisTvis ki Tavsayreli masala. jer sad arian, ufro metad aukankaldebaT muxlebi, roca TavianTi `mofriki~ SeatyobinebT, rom `bolSevikuri safrTxe~ marTlac axloa.

yvela germaneli qali da bavSvi, vinc TavdacviT samuSaoebze ar gamodgeba, sanapiro raionebidan gahyavT groningenSi, frislandiasa da gerdellandiaSi. musertma² (² holandiis nacionalur-socialisturi moZraobis xelmZRvaneli.) ganacxada: Tu aqac SemoiWrnen, samxedro formas Cavicvamo. aqamdec SeeZlo wasuliyo ruseTis frontze! fineTma Tavis droze uari Tqva SeTavazebul zavze da molaparakeba axlac CaiSala. ra sulelebi arian, mere inaneben!