part of mankind, but that the middle station had the few-
est disasters, and was not exposed to so many vicissitudes
as the higher or lower part of mankind; nay, they were not
subjected to so many distempers and uneasinesses, either
of body or mind, as those were who, by vicious living, lux-
ury, and extravagances on the one hand, or by hard labour,
want of necessaries, and mean or insufficient diet on the
other hand, bring distemper upon themselves by the nat-
ural consequences of their way of living; that the middle
station of life was calculated for all kind of virtue and all
kind of enjoyments; that peace and plenty were the hand-
maids of a middle fortune; that temperance, moderation,
quietness, health, society, all agreeable diversions, and all
desirable pleasures, were the blessings attending the middle
station of life; that this way men went silently and smoothly
through the world, and comfortably out of it, not embar-
rassed with the labours of the hands or of the head, not sold
to a life of slavery for daily bread, nor harassed with per-
plexed circumstances, which rob the soul of peace and the
body of rest, nor enraged with the passion of envy, or the
secret burning lust of ambition for great things; but, in easy
circumstances, sliding gently through the world, and sen-
sibly tasting the sweets of living, without the bitter; feeling
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that they are happy, and learning by every day’s experience
to know it more sensibly,
After this he pressed me earnestly, and in the most af-
fectionate manner, not to play the young man, nor to
precipitate myself into miseries which nature, and the sta-
tion of life I was born in, seemed to have provided against;
that I was under no necessity of seeking my bread; that he
would do well for me, and endeavour to enter me fairly into
the station of life which he had just been recommending to
me; and that if I was not very easy and happy in the world,
it must be my mere fate or fault that must hinder it; and
that he should have nothing to answer for, having thus dis-
charged his duty in warning me against measures which he
knew would be to my hurt; in a word, that as he would do
very kind things for me if I would stay and settle at home
as he directed, so he would not have so much hand in my
misfortunes as to give me any encouragement to go away;
and to close all, he told me I had my elder brother for an
example, to whom he had used the same earnest persua-
sions to keep him from going into the Low Country wars,
but could not prevail, his young desires prompting him to
run into the army, where he was killed; and though he said
he would not cease to pray for me, yet he would venture to
say to me, that if I did take this foolish step, God would not
bless me, and I should have leisure hereafter to reflect upon
having neglected his counsel when there might be none to
assist in my recovery.
I observed in this last part of his discourse, which was
truly prophetic, though I suppose my father did not know
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it to be so himself - I say, I observed the tears run down his
face very plentifully, especially when he spoke of my broth-
er who was killed: and that when he spoke of my having
leisure to repent, and none to assist me, he was so moved
that he broke off the discourse, and told me his heart was so
full he could say no more to me.
I was sincerely affected with this discourse, and, indeed,
who could be otherwise? and I resolved not to think of go-
ing abroad any more, but to settle at home according to my
father’s desire. But alas! a few days wore it all off; and, in
short, to prevent any of my father’s further importunities,
in a few weeks after I resolved to run quite away from him.
However, I did not act quite so hastily as the first heat of my
resolution prompted; but I took my mother at a time when
I thought her a little more pleasant than ordinary, and told
her that my thoughts were so entirely bent upon seeing the
world that I should never settle to anything with resolution
enough to go through with it, and my father had better give
me his consent than force me to go without it; that I was
now eighteen years old, which was too late to go apprentice
to a trade or clerk to an attorney; that I was sure if I did I
should never serve out my time, but I should certainly run
away from my master before my time was out, and go to sea;
and if she would speak to my father to let me go one voyage
abroad, if I came home again, and did not like it, I would
go no more; and I would promise, by a double diligence, to
recover the time that I had lost.
This put my mother into a great passion; she told me she
knew it would be to no purpose to speak to my father upon
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any such subject; that he knew too well what was my inter-
est to give his consent to anything so much for my hurt; and
that she wondered how I could think of any such thing after
the discourse I had had with my father, and such kind and
tender expressions as she knew my father had used to me;
and that, in short, if I would ruin myself, there was no help
for me; but I might depend I should never have their con-
sent to it; that for her part she would not have so much hand
in my destruction; and I should never have it to say that my
mother was willing when my father was not.
Though my mother refused to move it to my father, yet I
heard afterwards that she reported all the discourse to him,
and that my father, after showing a great concern at it, said
to her, with a sigh, ‘That boy might be happy if he would stay
at home; but if he goes abroad, he will be the most miserable
wretch that ever was born: I can give no consent to it.’
It was not till almost a year after this that I broke loose,
though, in the meantime, I continued obstinately deaf to
all proposals of settling to business, and frequently expos-
tulated with my father and mother about their being so
positively determined against what they knew my incli-
nations prompted me to. But being one day at Hull, where
I went casually, and without any purpose of making an
elopement at that time; but, I say, being there, and one of
my companions being about to sail to London in his father’s
ship, and prompting me to go with them with the common
allurement of seafaring men, that it should cost me nothing
for my passage, I consulted neither father nor mother any
more, nor so much as sent them word of it; but leaving them
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to hear of it as they might, without asking God’s blessing
or my father’s, without any consideration of circumstances
or consequences, and in an ill hour, God knows, on the 1st
of September 1651, I went on board a ship bound for Lon-
don. Never any young adventurer’s misfortunes, I believe,
began sooner, or continued longer than mine. The ship was
no sooner out of the Humber than the wind began to blow
and the sea to rise in a most frightful manner; and, as I had
never been at sea before, I was most inexpressibly sick in
body and terrified in mind. I began now seriously to reflect
upon what I had done, and how justly I was overtaken by
the judgment of Heaven for my wicked leaving my father’s
house, and abandoning my duty. All the good counsels of
my parents, my father’s tears and my mother’s entreaties,
came now fresh into my mind; and my conscience, which
was not yet come to the pitch of hardness to which it has
since, reproached me with the contempt of advice, and the
breach of my duty to God and my father.
All this while the storm increased, and the sea went very
high, though nothing like what I have seen many times
since; no, nor what I saw a few days after; but it was enough
to affect me then, who was but a young sailor, and had nev-
er known anything of the matter. I expected every wave
would have swallowed us up, and that every time the ship
fell down, as I thought it did, in the trough or hollow of
the sea, we should never rise more; in this agony of mind,
I made many vows and resolutions that if it would please
God to spare my life in this one voyage, if ever I got once my
foot upon dry land again, I would go directly home to my
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father, and never set it into a ship again while I lived; that I
would take his advice, and never run myself into such mis-
eries as these any more. Now I saw plainly the goodness of
his observations about the middle station of life, how easy,
how comfortably he had lived all his days, and never had
been exposed to tempests at sea or troubles on shore; and
I resolved that I would, like a true repenting prodigal, go
home to my father.
These wise and sober thoughts continued all the while
the storm lasted, and indeed some time after; but the next
day the wind was abated, and the sea calmer, and I began to
be a little inured to it; however, I was very grave for all that
day, being also a little sea-sick still; but towards night the
weather cleared up, the wind was quite over, and a charm-
ing fine evening followed; the sun went down perfectly clear,
and rose so the next morning; and having little or no wind,
and a smooth sea, the sun shining upon it, the sight was, as
I thought, the most delightful that ever I saw.
I had slept well in the night, and was now no more sea-
sick, but very cheerful, looking with wonder upon the sea
that was so rough and terrible the day before, and could be
so calm and so pleasant in so little a time after. And now,
lest my good resolutions should continue, my companion,
who had enticed me away, comes to me; ‘Well, Bob,’ says
he, clapping me upon the shoulder, ‘how do you do after it?
I warrant you were frighted, wer’n’t you, last night, when
it blew but a capful of wind?’ ‘A capful d’you call it?’ said
I; ‘twas a terrible storm.’ ‘A storm, you fool you,’ replies he;
‘do you call that a storm? why, it was nothing at all; give
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us but a good ship and sea-room, and we think nothing of
such a squall of wind as that; but you’re but a fresh-water
sailor, Bob. Come, let us make a bowl of punch, and we’ll
forget all that; d’ye see what charming weather ‘tis now?’
To make short this sad part of my story, we went the way of
all sailors; the punch was made and I was made half drunk
with it: and in that one night’s wickedness I drowned all
my repentance, all my reflections upon my past conduct, all
my resolutions for the future. In a word, as the sea was re-
turned to its smoothness of surface and settled calmness by
the abatement of that storm, so the hurry of my thoughts
being over, my fears and apprehensions of being swallowed
up by the sea being forgotten, and the current of my former
desires returned, I entirely forgot the vows and promises
that I made in my distress. I found, indeed, some intervals
of reflection; and the serious thoughts did, as it were, endea-
vour to return again sometimes; but I shook them off, and
roused myself from them as it were from a distemper, and
applying myself to drinking and company, soon mastered
the return of those fits - for so I called them; and I had in
five or six days got as complete a victory over conscience
as any young fellow that resolved not to be troubled with it
could desire. But I was to have another trial for it still; and
Providence, as in such cases generally it does, resolved to
leave me entirely without excuse; for if I would not take this
for a deliverance, the next was to be such a one as the worst
and most hardened wretch among us would confess both
the danger and the mercy of.
The sixth day of our being at sea we came into Yarmouth
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Roads; the wind having been contrary and the weather calm,
we had made but little way since the storm. Here we were
obliged to come to an anchor, and here we lay, the wind
continuing contrary - viz. at south-west - for seven or eight
days, during which time a great many ships from Newcastle
came into the same Roads, as the common harbour where
the ships might wait for a wind for the river.
We had not, however, rid here so long but we should have
tided it up the river, but that the wind blew too fresh, and
after we had lain four or five days, blew very hard. However,
the Roads being reckoned as good as a harbour, the anchor-
age good, and our ground- tackle very strong, our men were
unconcerned, and not in the least apprehensive of danger,
but spent the time in rest and mirth, after the manner of the
sea; but the eighth day, in the morning, the wind increased,
and we had all hands at work to strike our topmasts, and
make everything snug and close, that the ship might ride
as easy as possible. By noon the sea went very high indeed,
and our ship rode forecastle in, shipped several seas, and
we thought once or twice our anchor had come home; upon
which our master ordered out the sheet-anchor, so that we
rode with two anchors ahead, and the cables veered out to
the bitter end.
By this time it blew a terrible storm indeed; and now
I began to see terror and amazement in the faces even of
the seamen themselves. The master, though vigilant in the
business of preserving the ship, yet as he went in and out of
his cabin by me, I could hear him softly to himself say, sev-
eral times, ‘Lord be merciful to us! we shall be all lost! we
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shall be all undone!’ and the like. During these first hur-
ries I was stupid, lying still in my cabin, which was in the
steerage, and cannot describe my temper: I could ill resume
the first penitence which I had so apparently trampled upon
and hardened myself against: I thought the bitterness of
death had been past, and that this would be nothing like
the first; but when the master himself came by me, as I said
just now, and said we should be all lost, I was dreadfully
frighted. I got up out of my cabin and looked out; but such
a dismal sight I never saw: the sea ran mountains high, and
broke upon us every three or four minutes; when I could
look about, I could see nothing but distress round us; two
ships that rode near us, we found, had cut their masts by the
board, being deep laden; and our men cried out that a ship
which rode about a mile ahead of us was foundered. Two
more ships, being driven from their anchors, were run out
of the Roads to sea, at all adventures, and that with not a
mast standing. The light ships fared the best, as not so much
labouring in the sea; but two or three of them drove, and
came close by us, running away with only their spritsail out
before the wind.
Towards evening the mate and boatswain begged the
master of our ship to let them cut away the fore-mast, which
he was very unwilling to do; but the boatswain protesting to
him that if he did not the ship would founder, he consented;
and when they had cut away the fore-mast, the main-mast
stood so loose, and shook the ship so much, they were
obliged to cut that away also, and make a clear deck.
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this, who was but a young sailor, and who had been in such
a fright before at but a little. But if I can express at this dis-
tance the thoughts I had about me at that time, I was in
tenfold more horror of mind upon account of my former
convictions, and the having returned from them to the res-
olutions I had wickedly taken at first, than I was at death
itself; and these, added to the terror of the storm, put me
into such a condition that I can by no words describe it. But
the worst was not come yet; the storm continued with such
fury that the seamen themselves acknowledged they had
never seen a worse. We had a good ship, but she was deep
laden, and wallowed in the sea, so that the seamen every
now and then cried out she would founder. It was my ad-
vantage in one respect, that I did not know what they meant
by FOUNDER till I inquired. However, the storm was so
violent that I saw, what is not often seen, the master, the
boatswain, and some others more sensible than the rest,
at their prayers, and expecting every moment when the
ship would go to the bottom. In the middle of the night,
and under all the rest of our distresses, one of the men that
had been down to see cried out we had sprung a leak; an-
other said there was four feet water in the hold. Then all
hands were called to the pump. At that word, my heart, as
I thought, died within me: and I fell backwards upon the
side of my bed where I sat, into the cabin. However, the men
roused me, and told me that I, that was able to do noth-
ing before, was as well able to pump as another; at which I
stirred up and went to the pump, and worked very heartily.
While this was doing the master, seeing some light colliers,
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who, not able to ride out the storm were obliged to slip and
run away to sea, and would come near us, ordered to fire a
gun as a signal of distress. I, who knew nothing what they
meant, thought the ship had broken, or some dreadful thing
happened. In a word, I was so surprised that I fell down in a
swoon. As this was a time when everybody had his own life
to think of, nobody minded me, or what was become of me;
but another man stepped up to the pump, and thrusting me
aside with his foot, let me lie, thinking I had been dead; and
it was a great while before I came to myself.
We worked on; but the water increasing in the hold, it
was apparent that the ship would founder; and though the
storm began to abate a little, yet it was not possible she
could swim till we might run into any port; so the master
continued firing guns for help; and a light ship, who had
rid it out just ahead of us, ventured a boat out to help us. It
was with the utmost hazard the boat came near us; but it
was impossible for us to get on board, or for the boat to lie
near the ship’s side, till at last the men rowing very heartily,
and venturing their lives to save ours, our men cast them
a rope over the stern with a buoy to it, and then veered it
out a great length, which they, after much labour and haz-
ard, took hold of, and we hauled them close under our stern,
and got all into their boat. It was to no purpose for them or
us, after we were in the boat, to think of reaching their own
ship; so all agreed to let her drive, and only to pull her in
towards shore as much as we could; and our master prom-
ised them, that if the boat was staved upon shore, he would
make it good to their master: so partly rowing and partly
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driving, our boat went away to the northward, sloping to-
wards the shore almost as far as Winterton Ness.
We were not much more than a quarter of an hour out of
our ship till we saw her sink, and then I understood for the
first time what was meant by a ship foundering in the sea.
I must acknowledge I had hardly eyes to look up when the
seamen told me she was sinking; for from the moment that
they rather put me into the boat than that I might be said to
go in, my heart was, as it were, dead within me, partly with
fright, partly with horror of mind, and the thoughts of what
was yet before me.
While we were in this condition - the men yet labouring
at the oar to bring the boat near the shore - we could see
(when, our boat mounting the waves, we were able to see
the shore) a great many people running along the strand to
assist us when we should come near; but we made but slow
way towards the shore; nor were we able to reach the shore
till, being past the lighthouse at Winterton, the shore falls
off to the westward towards Cromer, and so the land broke
off a little the violence of the wind. Here we got in, and
though not without much difficulty, got all safe on shore,
and walked afterwards on foot to Yarmouth, where, as un-
fortunate men, we were used with great humanity, as well
by the magistrates of the town, who assigned us good quar-
ters, as by particular merchants and owners of ships, and
had money given us sufficient to carry us either to London
or back to Hull as we thought fit.
Had I now had the sense to have gone back to Hull, and
have gone home, I had been happy, and my father, as in our
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blessed Saviour’s parable, had even killed the fatted calf for
me; for hearing the ship I went away in was cast away in
Yarmouth Roads, it was a great while before he had any as-
surances that I was not drowned.
But my ill fate pushed me on now with an obstinacy that
nothing could resist; and though I had several times loud
calls from my reason and my more composed judgment to
go home, yet I had no power to do it. I know not what to
call this, nor will I urge that it is a secret overruling decree,
that hurries us on to be the instruments of our own destruc-
tion, even though it be before us, and that we rush upon it
with our eyes open. Certainly, nothing but some such de-
creed unavoidable misery, which it was impossible for me
to escape, could have pushed me forward against the calm
reasonings and persuasions of my most retired thoughts,
and against two such visible instructions as I had met with
in my first attempt.
My comrade, who had helped to harden me before, and
who was the master’s son, was now less forward than I. The
first time he spoke to me after we were at Yarmouth, which
was not till two or three days, for we were separated in the
town to several quarters; I say, the first time he saw me, it
appeared his tone was altered; and, looking very melan-
choly, and shaking his head, he asked me how I did, and
telling his father who I was, and how I had come this voy-
age only for a trial, in order to go further abroad, his father,
turning to me with a very grave and concerned tone ‘Young
man,’ says he, ‘you ought never to go to sea any more; you
ought to take this for a plain and visible token that you are
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not to be a seafaring man.’ ‘Why, sir,’ said I, ‘will you go to
sea no more?’ ‘That is another case,’ said he; ‘it is my call-
ing, and therefore my duty; but as you made this voyage on
trial, you see what a taste Heaven has given you of what you
are to expect if you persist. Perhaps this has all befallen us
on your account, like Jonah in the ship of Tarshish. Pray,’
continues he, ‘what are you; and on what account did you
go to sea?’ Upon that I told him some of my story; at the end
of which he burst out into a strange kind of passion: ‘What
had I done,’ says he, ‘that such an unhappy wretch should
come into my ship? I would not set my foot in the same ship
with thee again for a thousand pounds.’ This indeed was, as
I said, an excursion of his spirits, which were yet agitated
by the sense of his loss, and was farther than he could have
authority to go. However, he afterwards talked very gravely
to me, exhorting me to go back to my father, and not tempt
Providence to my ruin, telling me I might see a visible hand
of Heaven against me. ‘And, young man,’ said he, ‘depend
upon it, if you do not go back, wherever you go, you will
meet with nothing but disasters and disappointments, till
your father’s words are fulfilled upon you.’
We parted soon after; for I made him little answer, and I
saw him no more; which way he went I knew not. As for me,
having some money in my pocket, I travelled to London by
land; and there, as well as on the road, had many struggles
with myself what course of life I should take, and whether I
should go home or to sea.
As to going home, shame opposed the best motions
that offered to my thoughts, and it immediately occurred
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to me how I should be laughed at among the neighbours,
and should be ashamed to see, not my father and mother
only, but even everybody else; from whence I have since of-
ten observed, how incongruous and irrational the common
temper of mankind is, especially of youth, to that reason
which ought to guide them in such cases - viz. that they
are not ashamed to sin, and yet are ashamed to repent; not
ashamed of the action for which they ought justly to be es-
teemed fools, but are ashamed of the returning, which only
can make them be esteemed wise men.
In this state of life, however, I remained some time, un-
certain what measures to take, and what course of life to
lead. An irresistible reluctance continued to going home;
and as I stayed away a while, the remembrance of the dis-
tress I had been in wore off, and as that abated, the little
motion I had in my desires to return wore off with it, till at
last I quite laid aside the thoughts of it, and looked out for
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CHAPTER II - SLAVERY
AND ESCAPE
THAT evil influence which carried me first away from my
father’s house - which hurried me into the wild and indi-
gested notion of raising my fortune, and that impressed
those conceits so forcibly upon me as to make me deaf to all
good advice, and to the entreaties and even the commands
of my father - I say, the same influence, whatever it was, pre-
sented the most unfortunate of all enterprises to my view;
and I went on board a vessel bound to the coast of Africa; or,
as our sailors vulgarly called it, a voyage to Guinea.
It was my great misfortune that in all these adventures I
did not ship myself as a sailor; when, though I might indeed
have worked a little harder than ordinary, yet at the same
time I should have learnt the duty and office of a fore-mast
man, and in time might have qualified myself for a mate or
lieutenant, if not for a master. But as it was always my fate to
choose for the worse, so I did here; for having money in my
pocket and good clothes upon my back, I would always go
on board in the habit of a gentleman; and so I neither had
any business in the ship, nor learned to do any.
It was my lot first of all to fall into pretty good company
in London, which does not always happen to such loose and
misguided young fellows as I then was; the devil generally
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not omitting to lay some snare for them very early; but it
was not so with me. I first got acquainted with the master of
a ship who had been on the coast of Guinea; and who, hav-
ing had very good success there, was resolved to go again.
This captain taking a fancy to my conversation, which was
not at all disagreeable at that time, hearing me say I had a
mind to see the world, told me if I would go the voyage with
him I should be at no expense; I should be his messmate
and his companion; and if I could carry anything with me,
I should have all the advantage of it that the trade would ad-
mit; and perhaps I might meet with some encouragement.
I embraced the offer; and entering into a strict friend-
ship with this captain, who was an honest, plain-dealing
man, I went the voyage with him, and carried a small ad-
venture with me, which, by the disinterested honesty of
my friend the captain, I increased very considerably; for I
carried about 40 pounds in such toys and trifles as the cap-
tain directed me to buy. These 40 pounds I had mustered
together by the assistance of some of my relations whom I
corresponded with; and who, I believe, got my father, or at
least my mother, to contribute so much as that to my first
adventure.
This was the only voyage which I may say was success-
ful in all my adventures, which I owe to the integrity and
honesty of my friend the captain; under whom also I got
a competent knowledge of the mathematics and the rules
of navigation, learned how to keep an account of the ship’s
course, take an observation, and, in short, to understand
some things that were needful to be understood by a sailor;
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for, as he took delight to instruct me, I took delight to learn;
and, in a word, this voyage made me both a sailor and a
merchant; for I brought home five pounds nine ounces of
gold-dust for my adventure, which yielded me in London,
at my return, almost 300 pounds; and this filled me with
those aspiring thoughts which have since so completed my
ruin.
Yet even in this voyage I had my misfortunes too; par-
ticularly, that I was continually sick, being thrown into a
violent calenture by the excessive heat of the climate; our
principal trading being upon the coast, from latitude of 15
degrees north even to the line itself.
I was now set up for a Guinea trader; and my friend, to
my great misfortune, dying soon after his arrival, I resolved
to go the same voyage again, and I embarked in the same
vessel with one who was his mate in the former voyage, and
had now got the command of the ship. This was the unhap-
piest voyage that ever man made; for though I did not carry
quite 100 pounds of my new-gained wealth, so that I had
200 pounds left, which I had lodged with my friend’s widow,
who was very just to me, yet I fell into terrible misfortunes.
The first was this: our ship making her course towards the
Canary Islands, or rather between those islands and the Af-
rican shore, was surprised in the grey of the morning by a
Turkish rover of Sallee, who gave chase to us with all the
sail she could make. We crowded also as much canvas as
our yards would spread, or our masts carry, to get clear;
but finding the pirate gained upon us, and would certain-
ly come up with us in a few hours, we prepared to fight;
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our ship having twelve guns, and the rogue eighteen. About
three in the afternoon he came up with us, and bringing
to, by mistake, just athwart our quarter, instead of athwart
our stern, as he intended, we brought eight of our guns
to bear on that side, and poured in a broadside upon him,
which made him sheer off again, after returning our fire,
and pouring in also his small shot from near two hundred
men which he had on board. However, we had not a man
touched, all our men keeping close. He prepared to attack
us again, and we to defend ourselves. But laying us on board
the next time upon our other quarter, he entered sixty men
upon our decks, who immediately fell to cutting and hack-
ing the sails and rigging. We plied them with small shot,
half-pikes, powder-chests, and such like, and cleared our
deck of them twice. However, to cut short this melancholy
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