A little Princess / Being the whole story of Sara Crewe now told for the first time

A Little Princess
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Sara
Once on a dark winter's day, when the yellow fog hung so thick and heavy in
the streets of London that the lamps were lighted and the shop windows blazed
with gas as they do at night, an odd-looking little girl sat in a cab with her father
and was driven rather slowly through the big thoroughfares.
She sat with her feet tucked under her, and leaned against her father, who
held her in his arm, as she stared out of the window at the passing people with a
queer old-fashioned thoughtfulness in her big eyes.
She was such a little girl that one did not expect to see such a look on her
small face. It would have been an old look for a child of twelve, and Sara Crewe
was only seven. The fact was, however, that she was always dreaming and
thinking odd things and could not herself remember any time when she had not
been thinking things about grown-up people and the world they belonged to. She
felt as if she had lived a long, long time.
At this moment she was remembering the voyage she had just made from
Bombay with her father, Captain Crewe. She was thinking of the big ship, of the
Lascars passing silently to and fro on it, of the children playing about on the hot
deck, and of some young officers' wives who used to try to make her talk to
them and laugh at the things she said.
Principally, she was thinking of what a queer thing it was that at one time one
was in India in the blazing sun, and then in the middle of the ocean, and then
driving in a strange vehicle through strange streets where the day was as dark as
the night. She found this so puzzling that she moved closer to her father.
"Papa," she said in a low, mysterious little voice which was almost a whisper,
"papa."

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"What is it, darling?" Captain Crewe answered, holding her closer and
looking down into her face. "What is Sara thinking of?"
"Is this the place?" Sara whispered, cuddling still closer to him. "Is it, papa?"
"Yes, little Sara, it is. We have reached it at last." And though she was only
seven years old, she knew that he felt sad when he said it.
It seemed to her many years since he had begun to prepare her mind for "the
place," as she always called it. Her mother had died when she was born, so she
had never known or missed her. Her young, handsome, rich, petting father
seemed to be the only relation she had in the world. They had always played
together and been fond of each other. She only knew he was rich because she
had heard people say so when they thought she was not listening, and she had
also heard them say that when she grew up she would be rich, too. She did not
know all that being rich meant. She had always lived in a beautiful bungalow,
and had been used to seeing many servants who made salaams to her and called
her "Missee Sahib," and gave her her own way in everything. She had had toys
and pets and an ayah who worshipped her, and she had gradually learned that
people who were rich had these things. That, however, was all she knew about it.
During her short life only one thing had troubled her, and that thing was "the
place" she was to be taken to some day. The climate of India was very bad for
children, and as soon as possible they were sent away from it—generally to
England and to school. She had seen other children go away, and had heard their
fathers and mothers talk about the letters they received from them. She had
known that she would be obliged to go also, and though sometimes her father's
stories of the voyage and the new country had attracted her, she had been
troubled by the thought that he could not stay with her.
"Couldn't you go to that place with me, papa?" she had asked when she was
five years old. "Couldn't you go to school, too? I would help you with your
lessons."
"But you will not have to stay for a very long time, little Sara," he had always
said. "You will go to a nice house where there will be a lot of little girls, and you
will play together, and I will send you plenty of books, and you will grow so fast
that it will seem scarcely a year before you are big enough and clever enough to
come back and take care of papa."

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She had liked to think of that. To keep the house for her father; to ride with
him, and sit at the head of his table when he had dinner parties; to talk to him
and read his books—that would be what she would like most in the world, and if
one must go away to "the place" in England to attain it, she must make up her
mind to go. She did not care very much for other little girls, but if she had plenty
of books she could console herself. She liked books more than anything else, and
was, in fact, always inventing stories of beautiful things and telling them to
herself. Sometimes she had told them to her father, and he had liked them as
much as she did.
"Well, papa," she said softly, "if we are here I suppose we must be resigned."
He laughed at her old-fashioned speech and kissed her. He was really not at
all resigned himself, though he knew he must keep that a secret. His quaint little
Sara had been a great companion to him, and he felt he should be a lonely fellow
when, on his return to India, he went into his bungalow knowing he need not
expect to see the small figure in its white frock come forward to meet him. So he
held her very closely in his arms as the cab rolled into the big, dull square in
which stood the house which was their destination.
It was a big, dull, brick house, exactly like all the others in its row, but that on
the front door there shone a brass plate on which was engraved in black letters: