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knock up Mrs Thornton in Denzille street. Jolly old 

woman. Lot of babies she must have helped into the 

world. She knew from the first poor little Rudy wouldn’t 

live. Well, God is good, sir. She knew at once. He would 

be eleven now if he had lived. 

His vacant face stared pityingly at the postscript. Excuse 

bad writing. Hurry. Piano downstairs. Coming out of her 

shell. Row with her in the XL Cafe about the bracelet. 

Wouldn’t eat her cakes or speak or look. Saucebox. He 

sopped other dies of bread in the gravy and ate piece after 

piece of kidney. Twelve and six a week. Not much. Still, 

she might do worse. Music hall stage. Young student. He 

drank a draught of cooler tea to wash down his meal. 

Then he read the letter again: twice. 

O, well: she knows how to mind herself. But if not? 

No, nothing has happened. Of course it might. Wait in 

any case till it does. A wild piece of goods. Her slim legs 

running up the staircase. Destiny. Ripening now. 

Vain: very. 

He smiled with troubled affection at the kitchen 

window. Day I caught her in the street pinching her 

cheeks to make them red. Anemic a little. Was given milk 

too long. On the ERIN’S KING that day round the Kish. 



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Damned old tub pitching about. Not a bit funky. Her pale 

blue scarf loose in the wind with her hair. 



All dimpled cheeks and curls, 

Your head it simply swirls. 

Seaside girls. Torn envelope. Hands stuck in his 

trousers’ pockets, jarvey off for the day, singing. Friend of 

the family. Swurls, he says. Pier with lamps, summer 

evening, band, 

Those girls, those girls

Those lovely seaside girls. 

Milly too. Young kisses: the first. Far away now past. 

Mrs Marion. Reading, lying back now, counting the 

strands of her hair, smiling, braiding. 

A soft qualm, regret, flowed down his backbone, 

increasing. Will happen, yes. Prevent. Useless: can’t move. 

Girl’s sweet light lips. Will happen too. He felt the 

flowing qualm spread over him. Useless to move now. 

Lips kissed, kissing, kissed. Full gluey woman’s lips. 

Better where she is down there: away. Occupy her. 

Wanted a dog to pass the time. Might take a trip down 

there. August bank holiday, only two and six return. Six 




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weeks off, however. Might work a press pass. Or through 

M’Coy. 


The cat, having cleaned all her fur, returned to the 

meatstained paper, nosed at it and stalked to the door. She 

looked back at him, mewing. Wants to go out. Wait 

before a door sometime it will open. Let her wait. Has the 

fidgets. Electric. Thunder in the air. Was washing at her 

ear with her back to the fire too. 

He felt heavy, full: then a gentle loosening of his 

bowels. He stood up, undoing the waistband of his 

trousers. The cat mewed to him. 

—Miaow! he said in answer. Wait till I’m ready. 

Heaviness: hot day coming. Too much trouble to fag 

up the stairs to the landing. 

A paper. He liked to read at stool. Hope no ape comes 

knocking just as I’m. 

In the tabledrawer he found an old number of Titbits

He folded it under his armpit, went to the door and 

opened it. The cat went up in soft bounds. Ah, wanted to 

go upstairs, curl up in a ball on the bed. 

Listening, he heard her voice: 

—Come, come, pussy. Come. 

He went out through the backdoor into the garden: 

stood to listen towards the next garden. No sound. 




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Perhaps hanging clothes out to dry. The maid was in the 

garden. Fine morning. 

He bent down to regard a lean file of spearmint 

growing by the wall. Make a summerhouse here. Scarlet 

runners. Virginia creepers. Want to manure the whole 

place over, scabby soil. A coat of liver of sulphur. All soil 

like that without dung. Household slops. Loam, what is 

this that is? The hens in the next garden: their droppings 

are very good top dressing. Best of all though are the 

cattle, especially when they are fed on those oilcakes. 

Mulch of dung. Best thing to clean ladies’ kid gloves. 

Dirty cleans. Ashes too. Reclaim the whole place. Grow 

peas in that corner there. Lettuce. Always have fresh 

greens then. Still gardens have their drawbacks. That bee 

or bluebottle here Whitmonday. 

He walked on. Where is my hat, by the way? Must 

have put it back on the peg. Or hanging up on the floor. 

Funny I don’t remember that. Hallstand too full. Four 

umbrellas, her raincloak. Picking up the letters. Drago’s 

shopbell ringing. Queer I was just thinking that moment. 

Brown brillantined hair over his collar. Just had a wash 

and brushup. Wonder have I time for a bath this morning. 

Tara street. Chap in the paybox there got away James 

Stephens, they say. O’Brien. 




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Deep voice that fellow Dlugacz has. Agendath what is 

it? Now, my miss. Enthusiast. 

He kicked open the crazy door of the jakes. Better be 

careful not to get these trousers dirty for the funeral. He 

went in, bowing his head under the low lintel. Leaving 

the door ajar, amid the stench of mouldy limewash and 

stale cobwebs he undid his braces. Before sitting down he 

peered through a chink up at the nextdoor windows. The 

king was in his countinghouse. Nobody. 

Asquat on the cuckstool he folded out his paper, 

turning its pages over on his bared knees. Something new 

and easy. No great hurry. Keep it a bit. Our prize titbit: 



Matcham’s Masterstroke. Written by Mr Philip Beaufoy, 

Playgoers’ Club, London. Payment at the rate of one 

guinea a column has been made to the writer. Three and a 

half. Three pounds three. Three pounds, thirteen and six. 

Quietly he read, restraining himself, the first column 

and, yielding but resisting, began the second. Midway, his 

last resistance yielding, he allowed his bowels to ease 

themselves quietly as he read, reading still patiently that 

slight constipation of yesterday quite gone. Hope it’s not 

too big bring on piles again. No, just right. So. Ah! 

Costive. One tabloid of cascara sagrada. Life might be so. 

It did not move or touch him but it was something quick 




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